Butt Devil

<-- Not this kind of a butt devil. Oh no! That foundation and the hair on his back, no way!

My butt devil would come under 'bad hygiene' according to most people. See, I'm used to washing my ass with water and then drying it with a tissue paper. But lately the container I used to fill water in has been stolen, and all I have is a tissue paper to wipe my butt. So well, I developed two gigantic pimples on my nice little butt. And it hurts like hell. I can't sit, lie down or even walk too much because of the friction with clothes!

All this to deal with on New Year's Eve when I am going to a rave party at the beach! This is fucking sad. Siloso will be so pumping tonight! I hope the swelling and pain subside so that I can have some fun. Who knows, I might get laid tonight! And hell, I haven't shaved off excess body hair on my ass because of the butt devil! But I guess I'll take care of my pubic hair, which has grown long enough. Back in the '80s I would've been cool with all my hair, but well, you gotta live according to the times.

Bisexual?

I don't know what comes to your head when you read the title, "guy with a two-track mind". But no, I'm most definitely not bisexual. I love women - most shapes and sizes, but sometimes I do think of what it would be like to be with a man. Actually I already know that back from my early teen years. Don't know if that was child abuse or molestation, but I touched a grown man's penis when I was 12-13, and I was stimulated at the same time. Can't say if it was excitement from danger or the fact that I hadn't worn any underwear under my loose clothing.

The main reason for me to make this rather discreet blog is to discover and direct my sexual thoughts to find out the true nature of my sexuality. I do have man-on-man fantasies, but I have tried butt sex, and it's no fun. No, I would rather fuck a real woman. But when it comes to fellatio, I guess it doesn't really matter if it's a guy or a girl. You just need anyone's mouth. Of course it's a great help if the person has long hair.

At best, you could call me bicurious, but I can't let that label stick with me in my social life. I don't want all my friends to feel uncomfortable with me. For me, this is where I will share my inner-most thoughts - things that even scare me sometimes, and still remain anonymous.